Disappear
All my life I've had a body complex. I thought everything about me needed to just DISAPPEAR!
I was always discouraged about my body
i wanted more i was always sad and deppressed about my body type.
i would go out and see all theses really pretty girls with big butts and when i would look in the mirror i would see nothing my own boyfriend keeps telling me i dont have any butt and he wishes i had one. sheesh and it hurts me till this day.
im 17 height of 5'7 weighing 140pds. size 36C but missing hips and butt. ive been doing everything and anything from excercising to stretches eating more just to gain some booty the size i wanted and as of now im still sad b/c when i look in the mirror after excercising and eating more every morning night everyday theres still nothing there, and one day i just want to wake up and see that dream body that i want ive been doing every excercise in the world but nothing works.
then i go on these websites and they say a pill called maca roots will help u to gain butt faster but my mom wont let me get them and im not really down with taking any pills b/c when i read some of the threads of the side effects i was like naw ill pass so i think theres no hope for me i want to see a change
im tired of getting picked on and crying myself to sleep at night asking why cant i have that curvy hourglass figure like some girls can.?? idk i dont want to give up but at the same time i do. plz help . idk what to do :\'(((
