Disappear
All my life I've had a body complex. I thought everything about me needed to just DISAPPEAR!
This site is fabulous! Healthy is different for all of us. I'll never be a size 6 again.
I am okay with this. As I get older I begin to resemble my maternal Grandmother. I was raised by my paternal Grandmother though, and she would stand me in front of the mirror at age 11 and up, comparing my body with what hers used to look like. She was ravaged by then by rheumatoid arthritis and very underweight, but she made me feel that as skinny as I was, it just wasn't enough to be as I was.
New Year's Resolution, lose the unwanted vestiges of unhealthy body.....IMAGE.