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I've always been taller than most girls and always weighed more than them but it never bothered me until high school.


I'm 18. 5'9" and 157 pounds.

My first boyfriend would always tell me how I was too big or not pretty enough. It eventually got drilled into my head that it was true.

It's been 5 years ago but I still feel like that. I look down at my thighs and see how big they are and I just remember him telling me that over and over.

Now I have a boyfriend who doesn't understand why I feel this way but it's just not something I can explain.

I hope that one day I can eventually be happy with myself again. It's a process that I am working through everyday. I know it won't be easy but I want to love myself again without hating myself for not being able to be 110 pounds again.


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